The good and the bad

Which one should I start my rant fest with, eh? Let's go with the bad so I can at least bounce back with the good a little bit later...

Let's me just get straight to the point: I don't get why I don't usually spend time with people. I feel like I'm on the verge of being anti-social. But I know I'm not. I have this feeling of uncertainty whenever I'm asked to join certain activities or other whatnot. I guess I just don't like being in a big group. I'm just an introvert like that. Maybe it has something to do with comfort issues. Yes, that's it.

But. Even though I seem to have resolved that question, why do I still feel kind of bad for doing the right thing (in my case)? Is that wrong at all? If it is, what does that make of me? Oh, my thoughts to ponder...

Anyway, on to the good vibes... It's my nephew's birthday today! We just got off chatting with them. He showed me a few gifts he got which included Michael Buble's new CD, Crazy Love. I am amazed at how musically-inclined he already is at his age. He just turned 6. But I'm not really surprised though, since kids nowadays learn about technology easily, and besides I was like that, too. As far as I remember, ever since I was 4, I already knew the words to the songs that come on the radio. It makes me happy how my nephew knows how to appreciate music, I mean really appreciate it, by simply having joy in having new records that he like. :)

Yes, that happy thought should be the one in my head as I go to bed. Good night.